i started to typing an email to my mom since i dont have phone right now because its broken.. i was going to ask if someone would pick me here to my home town. i mean, its near by helsinki (finnish capital) and i like more sout finland than where i am now… and i hate orivesi. well not hate but you know.. i dont like it here.
but yeah, then i remember she is at funeral today and i dont wanna really bother her something like my panic disorder and how i hate it here etc.. but i really wanna go away from here but i dont wanna use the train with my dog because ugh its so hard with dog you know…. (i usually always use trains with my dog too but this time i dont just wanna use them.. it just too much stress and ughh)
but yeah.. maybe im here for the next 3 weeks too….